Noses

Pretty much everyone has a nose (except for Voldemort), and everyone's noses look great on their faces. Except for me. My nose has been annoying me so much. I never really noticed my nose shape until some other girls were talking about their new nose rings, and I turned around to see what they were making such a big deal over. One girl said, "Wow! Bri! You have the most perfect nose! It's so straight and flat!" And I turned back around and got on with my business and started thinking about how my nose was flat. Then I wondered 'What does my nose look like?'

I found a mirror and noticed that my nose was in fact NOT straight or flat. I realized that I have a huge bump on my nose and it looks broken. From then on I was very self conscious.

I started asking friends what they thought, and most of them said, "It looks fine. There's no bump." I had to ask, "Are you blind?" I asked my mom what she thought and she just said, "It's from my side of the family. It's their nose, and you've got it!" I was feeling pretty pissed for being cursed with this nose.
If anyone else's nose looked like this they would look fine, but not me. I feel very abnormal and I can't help but feel that everyone is staring at me because of it.

Sadly nose surgery costs a lot of money and I could never get it done. I've tried pushing on the bump for a long time, but I don't think it will work.
But while researching a bit I found this device called Nasofix. It reshapes your nose in a month or so. I haven't ordered it yet, but I really want to, and apparently it works miracles.
The link is http://nasofix.com/  if anyone else wants to try it out.

Twitter: @ylimes3

Thumbs down to my school

So I had been thinking that this year was actually going good.
Wrong!
Huh. What changed my mind? Probably just about everyone there did. Where do I start with my story?

How about Da. Remember her from my Lesbian Post? She is the most dramatic chick I have ever met. To sum up what has happened with her from my last post with her in it, her boyfriend broke up with her, she was/is totally depressed, got kissed at MORP four times by some guy she just met, and now he doesn't want to talk to her.
She actually though that the guy that made out with her that she just met would be her true love. Why doesn't he like you Da? Because it was a dare! What? No way? Yea. She told everyone about what happened and asked for advice hoping someone would say, "Ooh.. He likes you!" (It never happened) Da also tells everyone about how her life is.
"I look fat. I'm so sad." "I'm ugly. I'm so sad." "I have an eating disorder. *eats bag of Cheetos*" "Why am I gaining weight?" *sends pictures of her eating cupcakes and chocolate and ice cream out of the container* "Why does everyone hate me?" Ask anyone what the think of her, and they will most likely say that she's an attention seeking bi*ch. She also said that I look like a boy because of my hair, said I don't try to look nice and it's obvious, and that I'm fat. You can not, can NOT look at yourself (who weighs 10lbs more than me), say you are fat, say you are skinny, and call me fat.

Moving on to the next person that annoys the heck out of me. His name is Case. He's a bit on the short bus side of life, but that shouldn't make me look like a bad person. He has to be part of every conversation, every skit in Drama, and thinks that everything is funny. In English the other day my teacher pulled up my essay (without my name on it thankfully) and she criticized everything about it and Case, who didn't even start his essay till the day it was due, says, "This is the worst essay ever! Who wrote this? This is so terrible." I was about to get up and smack him. He also said that if you have low self esteem, you will play Dungeons and Dragons, and then kill yourself. I honestly don't understand that. Last weekend I was out walking my dog and I came down the street and he was at the bottom of the street, so he ended up walking like 20 feet behind me the whole time. I was so pissed off. And my dog wanted to play with his 3 dogs, so I was in a very uncomfortable situation. He is so loud but doesn't pronounce words right, so it's sometimes impossible to hear what he is saying.

Today I got a surprising compliment from this one. I was very confused, and didn't want to accept the compliment.
This is my gym teacher. Oh I'm sorry, I mean coach. I'm pretty sure this dude majorly dislikes me. Whenever he is giving instructions, he looks directly at me to make sure I'm paying attention. If one of my friends is messing around when they are next to me, he yells at me. I didn't do 50 perfect pushups, so I am a failure in life. When we were doing the "California State Fitness Testing" he had the "mean girls" help him out with weighing and finding the BMI of students. When it was my turn the girl looked at my weight and BMI and made this, "Oh." sound and snorted. When she gave our "coach" the information, he sighed in disappointment. (Da had to get weighed also and freaked out when she found out her results) Today he gave us his story of how he wanted to be in the NFL but ended up being a gym teacher. For these next few weeks we will be focusing on football. So to start we had to throw a football at a trashcan and try to hit it. A lot of the other girls are missing by a mile, and he doesn't say anything, but as soon as I throw it, and get it relatively close, he pulls me over to tell me to throw it different. The next time I threw it I almost hit the trashcan with a great throw. He (you will never believe this) actually said, "Good job!" I wasn't sure how to react with this positive comment.

Another thing that pisses me off is hearing other students stories of last night's party, and how hung over they are, and how they are gonna get soo drunk and smoke sooo much on Friday.
Then there are the girls who wear heels and short skirts and strapless tops (all not approved by the dress code...) who stick their chest out as far as it can go when talking to boys. I can not stand these people at my school.

I hate this school. I don't understand the students who are full of school pride. I don't understand anyone here.

Till next week.


Twitter- @ylimes3